M i d n i g h t .

"It's a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life.." 

One of Avril Lavigne's song play in my head in a sudden. It's a billion dollar question really hits my thought from a couple months ago, maybe many years ago. Why? Why it has to be this way? Why I can't find the happiness that last? 

Been figuring these all out. Do I really ask you to change? Do I really ask you to do so much while I do nothing?

I know, the perfect relationship isn't exist but it's built, but I don't even know we are in the same page anymore. you are under the spell of "It's me you can't change the way I am. If you have an objection please find someone else" don't you try? Don't you try to be in the same page with me?